Alike.

You're Bella.
I'm Jacob.

As I was watching New Moon, I've come to those two conclusions above. Bella breaks up with Edward, and who's there to pick up the pieces? Jacob.

You broke up with her, and who's there to pick up the pieces? Me.

Yet Jacob fell for Bella like I fell for you.

Its ironic.

I told you so.

I told you she would hurt you like this. And the best part about this all is that I warned her not to do this. & what she do? The exact opposite. Everybody knew that she couldn't love like I do. Everybody walks out on you. & who's the only one that sticks around and is actually there for you?

Right, the one you don't choose.

Smooth.

No thank you?

Once again, I tend to your every need. I tend to your every weakness. I want to protect to from all harm in this world. And how do I do that? Listen to you when you tell me your problems. But do I ever get a thank you? Last time I check, nope. Once again, I'm fixing your relationships with other girls. Even though I want to be their shoes. I want to be the one you are with. I know you're likes and dislikes and yet I'm still not the one. You always get mad about how girls treat you, but you know that I'll treat you right. I'm not who you want though.

"you guys been through my sheit forever and a lifetime. and i don't want you guys spliting up because you two are a wonderful couple:)you guys changed eachother lifes and turn them around!i don't want to see it washh away"

I've been through shit forever and lifetime with this guy. He changed my life. I don't to see it wash away either. Thanks. I guess I'll always just be the "friend."

When will it be me?

I get regected on numerous occasions. When I got rejected from winterball, it got me thinking. It's never about me. It always about other girls and how they affect these boys, my so called "friends." All these girls have these guys that will do anything for them. And what am I? The one that helps the guy and the girl go together. But, who will help me go together with a guy?
I know I joke about it all the time, but deep down, it sucks.
I walk around and see couples holding hand in hand, only hoping and praying that I could be one of those one day.
I want a guy to resuce me from myself. I want a guy to wipe my tears away and assure me that he'll never hurt me. I want a guy that is willing to break down my barriers. I want a guy to support me, just as much as I will support them. I want a guy that thinks about me constantly. I want a guy that will love me for me, flaws & all. I want a guy that understands my past and knows why I'm so scared to fall in love. I want a guy that will listen to everything I have to say, stupid or not. I want a guy that will watch the sunset with me. I want him to smile at me and take away all of my problems. I want him to love me like no other boy has ever had. I want him to everything that I need. I don't need a superman. I just want this guy to WANT me as myself.

I think I have been waiting patiently.

"Only love lets us see normal things in extraordinary ways."
I want to see those normal things in extraordinary ways.