Monday, May 11, 2009
I'm scared,
I guess you can say that I will give the world to anybody who wants. I will give anybody my attention if they want it that bad. I trust people a little too easily. I trust you until you give me a reason not too. I will give other people everything they want in the world. But, I guess because I never been loved before, that I'm scared. I'm scared to be loved. I'm scared to get attention. I'm scared to actually be wanted. God knows how much I wish you could love me, I'm actually scared than ever. I'm scared that if I ever have you, I'll be so scared to screw up that I'll do things wrong to make you leave me. Honestly, look at me. I'm talking about you leaving me, and we're not even together. Unbelieveable.
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As usual, you and I are on the same page. Don't think that you haven't been loved. I can give you a list of people who love you. The person you want may not be on the list, but trust me when I say, there are choke people who do care for you and who do love you. I know that it's a lot easier to say it then to believe it, but between you and I, I think you have more hope. So I'm going to tell you, until one of us believes it. We're young women, we have a lot to offer. We shouldn't be thinking such bad thoughts like this. We should instead be getting into trouble. We should be exploring and having fun. Summer is just a few days around. Let loose and be free. Cause I love you, And I'm not planning on going anywhere!
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