I can't hurt you even though you hurt me.

I can't hurt you even though you hurt me. Plain & simple. I take so much shit from you without saying a word. I feel like I'm never good enough for you. Whatever I say, it doesn't matter to you. I go through so much shit for us to talk. I go against the rules with my dad. You told me that I was your hope. You told me that everything I say makes you feel better, bullshit. You were only saying those things is because you're a sweettalker. I feel like I'm the only person that will actually listen to you when you want to talk about *her. Its always other girls you want to talk about. The things you say to other girls you would never say to me. I shouldn't complain though. You call me every night, they call you. There's a difference. I mean, apart of me just wants to call it quits, & be like we shouldn't be friends. But, I promised you that I wouldn't leave. You're making it hard for me to stay.

Funny things is no matter how many times I complain about you or want to call it quits, every time I talk to you- you make me want to stay even more. You make me feel better about myself. I love the way you would call me every night. I love the way you say my name. I love the way you put your smiley faces in your texts. Everything. So, no matter how many times you hurt me, I could never hurt you.